In 2019, I really worked on making sure it was known that I was still around as a professional switch. I built this website. I took new pictures. I started reading through Becoming a Slave and posting my writing assignments. And let me tell you: rebranding while maintaining the original brand is…well, it’s hard. That said, I was thrilled to be nominated for AVN’s Favorite Domme of the Year. (Vote for me while you can!)
Most of my Twitter feed consists of trailers for my clips, which are fun to make and while I’m assure that they’re often fun to masturbate to as well, watching a movie of something (or making a movie) and actually doing it are two different things. Of course I’m free to fantasize, but there’s no external energy coming in, on which I can feed. I want someone entering sub space right before my eyes. I want to enter dom space. Yes, my clips are fun to make, but fulfillment as a filmmaker and fulfillment as a Mistress or submissive are not the same thing.
So I spent time journaling and playing whenever possible. You may have heard that I was collared to my long-time dominant this year, which was incredibly exciting. I’ve also been reaching out to other pro dommes and pro subs, hoping to connect with them through creating media together. It’s a huge fantasy and aspiration of mine to create short films based on real sessions between professional players and clients. (If that sounds exciting to you, please don’t hesitate to reach out to me!)
This year I’m going to be focusing on being more open and vulnerable, as well as sharing the skills I developed in 2019. I’m hoping to further develop my own style as a professional switch, to continue to hold strong to my limitations, and to play more. If you’d like to be a part of that, you know what to do.
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